Saturday, February 24, 2007
I've only been working for a month and i'm already tired of working. Which is quite scary considering that i'll have to do this all my life in the near future. I was actually thinking of what i would lik to do for a living and suprisingly i actually kinda knew what it was. i think its probably called a music producer or sumthing? where u blend in sounds create harmonies and all that kinda stuff? but the prospects are quite poor in s'pore.. wait. does that mean i should go to mass comm?? haix stressful questions ..
ohz.. guess wad?! i just recieved my first pay! LALALA!!! i'm so happy! hehz.. not much though but still happy. it kinda helps me off set the 152 bucks i spent at topshop. :)
i went out last nite to get my salad for lunch.. and i'm sad to say i can't make vinegarette dressing. it sucks. so i ended up having some thousand island.. heh. and u noe wad jaz? i saw the grapeseed oil thing at ntuc.. its cheaper than olive oil u noe.. lol
i just found a salsa trial begginer's class.. wondering if there'z interested souls.. more specically dydy.. :P
i didn't go swim today and i haven't been running. hiax. and i still dunno wad to do with my driving instructor.
i feel that i'm full of energy and i need somewhere to release it..
kickin' [13:07]
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
today started out fine.
after awhile i decided that slackin at home was appropriate.. but i got called out by wendy and had afternoon tea with her which was fun.. and a drama story which ended sadly. i then got out of the house for bball. i wished i stayed longer and had supper with them.
but i'm not close with them. and i don't intend to impose my prescense. i dunno why i feel so detached. and i feel lik i would want to be closer to them. but they give off an aura that i guess is called intimidating? i dunno . but yet. i wished i stayed. because i dread the tension here.
i dunno how to improve the situation. i dunno how to voice my opinion.
btw my bball skills suck.
i'm thinkin of changing my instructor. coz he doesn't have a good record. i need someone to tok to. i dunno who to turn.
i wonder if i can cross the line.
kickin' [22:17]
Monday, February 19, 2007
I think i'm starting to despise chinese new year. which issin't a good thing. i guess its 'cause that more and more things are done out of formality rather than the joy of actually seeing your relatives. *shrugs.
i finally managed to get a tag board up. and i'll admit that i was more lazy and ignorant when it comes to the works of computers coz its actually very easy to put it up. (finds jaz starring.. :P )
ar wellz i haven't packed my room for chinese new yr.. my couz are coming over tmr. i guess i'll do it tmr? haha.. and i haven't study for my final theory which is on the day after. bahz should get down to studying that.. i'm goin off to my uncle'z house later where there will be foundo! oh manz! my waist! ohz i'm sad.. i put on another 2 kg. *sniff sniff.
i feel very enclosed in my thoughts now. dun see babes on a regular basis to gossip and laugh at stupid things.. haha.. i hope that i'll be able to go to sheila's place next sun .. and i hope all u babes will be there too..
i want to invite pple to my house.. esp for my bdae.. but my living room now'z lik small and cramp so i dunno whether i can fit pple in.. my room.. although it should be bigger now looks much smaller so can't fit many pple here either.. oh wellz. i guess u guys can't come over. :(
there'z a million and one things i want to do during these holidays actually.. lik gettin a scuba diving liscense driving liscense and wad not. can you believe that i've not stepped out of singapore ever since after As! its so bewildering! *no the cruise does not count. i didn't lik it at all.
yeah i guess i should go get ready to go out.. ohz. i'm half happy that i went to swim today :)
kickin' [17:13]
i'm tongue tied rite now.
i am still looking forward to the tinkerbell thing jaz has.
i am not planning to link anyone here but you guys can link me.
i need to get a tag board up, but i dunno how.
i want to get those funky blogskins.
kickin' [01:11]
