Wednesday, February 21, 2007
today started out fine.
after awhile i decided that slackin at home was appropriate.. but i got called out by wendy and had afternoon tea with her which was fun.. and a drama story which ended sadly. i then got out of the house for bball. i wished i stayed longer and had supper with them.
but i'm not close with them. and i don't intend to impose my prescense. i dunno why i feel so detached. and i feel lik i would want to be closer to them. but they give off an aura that i guess is called intimidating? i dunno . but yet. i wished i stayed. because i dread the tension here.
i dunno how to improve the situation. i dunno how to voice my opinion.
btw my bball skills suck.
i'm thinkin of changing my instructor. coz he doesn't have a good record. i need someone to tok to. i dunno who to turn.
i wonder if i can cross the line.
kickin' [22:17]
