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Sunday, May 20, 2007
I'm finally off from work.
Its going to be rough week I can tell. Probably alot more squabbles, yelling, hair gritting times. So to anyone who is goin to see me good luck and be warned that I might snap.
Teenage angst is a funny thing. You seem to be mad about everything and everyone not knowing what the exact reason is.But you just know that you are upset and peeved. You don't know what provokes you so you just lash out to every single thing that comes your way. You want to bite,rip,slash at the slightest irksome. You just don't feel yourself. That's me right now. Ironic.. I should have already gotten over this phase but apparently not. I feel too old to feel this way, lik i should know better how to react. But I can't. Not won't. Can't.
Along comes "swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath" wise words.
Today at ypg a qns was pose: what do you hope to get when your this current life ends?
Answers.
Its not what I hope to get. Its what I want to get. But, why didn't anyone say that? Am I the only one who still feels lost? Is it because I have not resign myself to faith all en trustingly *the word might not exist? Maybe i'm just a hypocrite. Maybe that's why. I like classes like that. They tend to inject salt into my system. Its good.
I didn't go for NTU meet the session with the faculty. I would think that is the STUPIDEST thing i have done thus far. Thank You very much. My parents seem to be hounding on that fact. I retort with the "are you happy now" line. I think there's a problem with me. I'm not sure what it is yet. But i think i have a problem.
You know how sometimes someone says something and though they seem to not mean it they really do mean it? Wells, my advice to them is, you want to be horrid just be horrid. No point trying to hide the fact that you are horrid. Damns aren't i just a very hard person. I should change.
So "Me time" is a work in progress. Lets hope I'll remember to just breathe.
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